As i was talking to a friend whom i haven't seen in ages, i realized something. Did I really liked this guy back in college? But he was so young and still looks young after 1wo years. I missed talking to him. For three hours all we did was talk about the things we liked, books we read, how life had been these few years. I never thought I would be thinking those thoughts. Was i feeling lonely? If only, but the guy in front of me had other complications in his life. But he was way younger than me and the closest thing for a relationship we can have is from a brother and a sister. Was i considering the possibility? No, its even pointless.
The fact that he was faithful to the mother of his child for almost 8 years now says something else. I am not a home wrecker and plus I am not a cradle snatcher. Even though I know he could do better for a girlfriend. But its just funny to think that he almost fit the guy I'm painting i my mind. He was taller than me , although i preferred guys over 6 feet. He was lean and does not need the gym. he was paled in skin. He had this oval shaped glasses that framed his face perfectly. And because he was lean, the different angles on his face were visible. I love talking to him especially when we share different opinions. He is intelligent in his own right. He is buried into books and we share the same passions for anime, tv series, and other books. Or was I thinking of a two-dimensional peron called Hakkai??
It was a nice belated present for me. Although short lived I had fun talking to the guy across the table. we might not see each other again for quite sometime. When we hugged and kissed each other goodbye, (not on the lips of course) and parted our ways, it felt like i was happy to hold a friend for the first time. This is the closest thing i'll ever get.
The fact that he was faithful to the mother of his child for almost 8 years now says something else. I am not a home wrecker and plus I am not a cradle snatcher. Even though I know he could do better for a girlfriend. But its just funny to think that he almost fit the guy I'm painting i my mind. He was taller than me , although i preferred guys over 6 feet. He was lean and does not need the gym. he was paled in skin. He had this oval shaped glasses that framed his face perfectly. And because he was lean, the different angles on his face were visible. I love talking to him especially when we share different opinions. He is intelligent in his own right. He is buried into books and we share the same passions for anime, tv series, and other books. Or was I thinking of a two-dimensional peron called Hakkai??
It was a nice belated present for me. Although short lived I had fun talking to the guy across the table. we might not see each other again for quite sometime. When we hugged and kissed each other goodbye, (not on the lips of course) and parted our ways, it felt like i was happy to hold a friend for the first time. This is the closest thing i'll ever get.
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