Patsy Cline: I fall into pieces

I fall into pieces

Each time I see you again

I fall into pieces

How can I just be your friend

You want me to act like we never kissed

You want me to forget, pretend we never met

And I've tried, and I've tried, but I haven't yet

You walk by and I fall into pieces

I fall into pieces

Each time someone speaks your name

I fall into pieces

Time only adds to the flame

You tell me to find someone else to love

Someone who'll love me too, the way you used to do

But each time I go out with someone new

You walk by and I fall into pieces

This is what I get by watching too much American Idol. This is the song Lilly scott sang for the third round of preliminary elimination inorder to qualify on the top 12. I just fell in love with it. When I heard the original song, i loved it even more.. I prefer Patsy Cline's version though... I can relate.. what can i say.. the lyrics are just simple and astute. Why cant lyrics be more like this today?

Lenka: Anything I'm Not..

I will never be, I will never tall, no
And I will never be, never be sure of it all
Oh, why's the world is so cruel to me?
When all, all I ever wanna be is anything I'm not
Gimme a break, a little escape
I am so tired of being me
I wanna be free, I wanna be new and different
Anything I'm not, I'm not
I will never be, I will never be you, no
I will always be, I will always be me, that I know
But oh, even though I'm happy being me
I want to get away from all this harsh reality, oh
Anything I'm not..

I said stop it...

I just hate the feeling of being confused,not in control and at lost with all these fleeting emotions. Stop making me feel this way.. Its very nerve wrecking and I'm not used to it. It makes me go crazy just thinking about it. Just leave and never leave a trace... My head hurts...

Natasha Bedingfield: Single

This is for the people who keep pestering and annoying me about being single..

You can all just SUCK IT!

I'm not waitin' around for a man to save me
(Cos I'm happy where I am)
Don't depend on a guy to validate me
I don't need to be anyone's baby
(Is that so hard to understand?)
No I don't need another half to make me whole
Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
I'm single
That's how I wanna be
Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good
(I like who I am)
I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love 'cos I would
I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cos you say I should
(Can't romance on demand)
I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood
Everything in it's right time
everything in it's right place
I know I'll settle down one day
But 'til then I like it this way it's my way

Single

What's wrong with you people these days??? I know most of my friends are now thinking about marriage. Not within my inner circle of friends anyway. Most of my high school friends are either in a serieous relationships, pregnant, pregnant with out a husband, or married. Everytime I meet one of them, they either ask if I had a a kid already or I'm about to get married.

Do I look lik I had a child? Since I gained weight these past year you assume that i was carrying a child in my belly. Did you see a ring around my finger? Have you seen me with a guy? Honestly, does one need to be married before reaching 30??

I DONT THINK SO!!

This is not the regency or the victorian era where a woman reached the age of 14 is married off to a stranger. We dont live up on the mountains that when reaching the age of 18 will be procreating series of children as if the world is not populated enough as it is.

Is it wrong to stay single? Let me rephrase that.. What's wrong with being single? I cant hardly take care of myself while juggling all my baggage much more having a relationship. I am not saying that I will not have a relationship, what I am saying is that I will cross that road when I get there.

My aunts blame me for being fat. They are both skinny and brittle. Goodness! Leaves are their only basic food group. They say I should loose more pounds and stop eating fastfoods. Saying if I keep that up, how will I find a great guy in my life. I think there is something wrong with this argument. The fact that both of them lack a significant other says alot of things. They are both single and now reaching the age of 45. If they couldnt find a significant other just based on their logic about me being fat is definitely erroneous. I mean, what's that got to do with me being fat?? If a guy comes and cant deal with my physical imperfections, its his loss not mine.

A friend from college said that I need to get out more. Explore other options and dont limit myself to fastfood, bookstore, work and at home. Try to socialize with other people. Go to parties, bar-hop, or do anything just to broaden my horizons. Humm.. did she noticed the city were living in? Did she saw the guys here lately? I mean, It is very sad to say that I am living here in Bacolod where the streets are filled with men with their protruding bellies and kids who are way over their minds. This is not like the streets in Brazil where streets are filled with hot brooding men.

This isn't the regency or the victorian era that once you got to the age of 14, you have to be presented to society that you are now eligible to be married. Also, I dont live near any moutain or farms that because they got nothing to do, they married off their sons and daughters then at the age of 18 bear dozens of children, not like theres enough populated enough as it is.

Is it wrong to stay single? Let me rephrase that. Whats wrong with being single? I cant hardly tke care of myself much more a relationship. If you are busy with your life looking for your lifemate and never got the chance to find it, you dont have to tag me along.

Why..oh..why Travis??

What the hell happened to this gorgeous, barefoot, piece of ass Calvin Klien model?? The one who's billboard wearing only his underpants, was reported removed in London for it caused traffic. Where every time you try to google his name you will get the blonde Adonis in his underpants or with his dashboard abs. The personification of Acheron in Kenyon's books and a favorite model of The Simi.

Travis Fimmel

How can a guy this HOT turn to this???

And don't say its because he is acting. He was rather nice in Tarzan.

Where did all those abs go?

Why are you now a buff hunk?

I tell you, you shouldn't go bald, it doest suit you dear Adonis.

You were good enough as it is..

You don't need to meddle with God's creation

This is you when you were Tarzan

Where I painstakingly wait for YouTube to buffer the video of you dangling with Jane

And just because you were with Patric Swayze,

who was by the way not the same person in Dirty Dancing anymore

You turned into this????

The horror! The Beast!

I want this guy back!

The infamous guy in the billboards

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Hex me much??

While taking a break from my usual ikemen and usual jdoramas. This magnificent creature has captured my undivided attention. While contemplating where have i seen this beautiful person, because I'm definitely sure i have seen him somewhere that i knew at the back of my mind but i just cant place my finger on it. I thought at first that i might just personifying Kenyon's book characters since i had finished two of her books recently. Cant wait for the credits to turn up, i pushed the fast forward button and to my surprise, it was he!

Michael Fassbender

Then i remembered that i had read about this series sometime before but paid no attention. When i was captivated by this delightful work of art who was wearing only a loin cloth, exposing his well-sculptured body and washboard abs for all the world to see. The man who jumped mid-air and decapitated a man's arm to prove a point. The spartan who fought to the death beside his beloved king.

Stelios in "300"

He was the tall, lean, brooding, fallen angel called Azazeal in the TV series "HEX." When i saw his name all the pieces of the puzzle fit in. This dashing fallen angel was trying 500 years to seduce the women from the McBain lineage to bore him a son in order to free all Nephilem and can live freely amongst humans.

The guy was oozing with sex appeal. He was arrogant, suave, and raw with years of experience. Plus you cannot miss those silvery blue crystal eyes. The first thing you'll notice when you look at his face. One look and you'll get completely lost. And don't even get me started with the kiss. The man can kiss like no other. It speaks of passion, raw desire, and promises of pleasures unknown. Goodness! My hormones are flying everywhere! Man this guy got me hexed!

Azazeal in "Hex"Good gracious, this guy is good enough to eat!

Unique ADS!

I stumbled upon this website while desperately trying to find a model of the Levi's 501 "Live Unbuttoned" theme. Its not Josch Beech. Although he may be a potential bishouhen, but not quite. I am still looking for that guy posted at the windows of Big Ben, that every time the jeepney I ride pass it by, I pause as it took my breath away.

here is the link: http://www.havenvideo.com/viewtopic.php?f=4&t=33565...

here are some of my favorite photos posted on that site:

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Beulah: Popular Mechanics for Lovers

I know he knocks you off your feet

Youre so bitter; you think hes sweet

Well hes wrong for you, I swear

Did you forget to read the script?

There was never a role for him

It was always you and me, just me

Popular mechanics for broken hearts could help me now

I know you never felt romance

And we always lack suspense

I can edit those parts out

I never made you feel complete

I've fallen beneath your feetI

would never bring you down, so down

Popular mechanics for broken hearts could help me now

Just because he loves you too

He would never take a bullet for you

Dont believe a word he says

He would never cut his heart out for you

I heard he wrote you a song

But so what

Some guy wrote 69

And one just aint enough

And theres so sense in him trying

I know cuz Ive been

Trying all the time to find a song that would make you mine

But all I ever find my love

Are cliches that dont rhyme

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My not so lazy day

Its nice to be alone for a while. I miss this. The time I can just lie lazy around the house. I cooked up a snack, lie on the bed and watched series the whole day. At first I wanted to watch a movie. The movies Ms. Peanut brought me from Manila were still unopened. I'm waiting for my interest to sink back in. For now, watching Fringe was set for the whole afternoon. I only got 3 episodes left then I proceed to Numb3rs season 5.

The funny thing is, once I get started watching English TV series I'm stuck for about 3 months watching it. Especially during this months.I already finished at least 10 series since last month. Jdoramas will be at its peak months after that. For a while now it seems American TV series are the interest. Maybe after Numb3rs I'll go back watching Jdoramas. I already got a few in line.

I was planning to stay the whole day and pig-out, but was asked to do some errands. I tried to finish everything before lunch to unwind. The weather is crazy outside. It will very hot then for a few minutes rain pours real hard then back to scorching hot again. No wonder people in my country are going crazy.

I am craving for something but I cant put my finger on it. Been thinking about food while riding a jeepney but can't think of any. What is it about jeepney drivers or it was just my timing or random choices. I chose a very old jeepney to ride back home expecting the drive would be slow. I was not in a hurry to go home. I was still thinking about what is it I'm craving. i thought maybe the jeepney would have at least several stops before reaching my destination. If gone according to plan, it will take at least 30-45 minutes. And guess what, the jeepney got other plans. I was at home after 15 minutes. I didn't even get to decide what was I craving. So I settled for a "kropek". A fattening junk food and gulp down my hot water.